Personal journal!Hello!Personal journal! by PulsefireKitten
This is going to be a little personal so if you're not interested, I won't be offended! I understand this isn't very professional of me. But in all honesty, I have no one else to vent to. So I'm a bit desperate. :c
deviantART is the only place I have people that enjoy my work and I have people to talk to occasionally.
I feel very alienated from people and I'm sure it's all my own doing. Well I'm not sure but I don't see how it can be everyone elses' doing. If that makes sense? u_u; I don't know.
I'm sure most of you know that I've been really dragging out my latest commission queue. I can't seem to function on my work and I don't really find joy in making things at the moment. I have to still pay my rent and work on selling things and it's just really made me very unhappy. I know everyone has to work and pay bills etc. I feel silly for complaining.
But my sadness has affected everything going for me and I feel very pathetic and whiny and I don't really know what's wrong bu